Grumpy

I was probably overreacting in my response, but I got a little grumpy yesterday.

Maybe, grumpy isn't the right word. I don't know, frustrated, sort of downed.

See, the little surprise for Munin was let out of the bag in a small way. I was alright with that because it made her happy to know something was in the planning. And that was a real good thing, because she wasn't sad.

But yesterday, she mentioned how to get contact information in order to be inviting someone. I can understand that, but the thing is that I had already invited that person. I felt that because they lived out of town it would be a nice surprise and was happy about that, because I thought it would make her happier.

So, I felt a let down there and got bent out of shape over it, because it felt to me like it meant her surprise wouldn't be as nice. I guess it was an overreaction; just important to me to make it as good an experience as it could be (on a limited scale of course, I'm not Onassis or anything like that to be able to rent small islands and fly out most of the world in order to surprise her).

That's all really.

And at the same time I felt bad for making her feel bad about anything related to her surprise. It was wrong.

Sorry honey. Just got bummed.

But like all good bums, I bounce back. :D